Structure is a word I am afraid of. Routine life is something we all have to be part of. And I know this and yet I am afraid. Afraid because I fear that I’ll end up on one trail that I can’t change and maybe I get bored of it and then what. I guess this isn’t how it really works, but since I child I hate having to settle down on something. And it is scary because life has a structure, as much as we want to live the moments, there is a working structure of which we are all part of. Nature has a structure, a cycle. Work has a structure, a routine.
I guess what I am trying to say is that there needs to be balance. Like everything in life, we can't be completely structured, yet there is no such thing as complete freedom.